von Escador
Dear James,
You really have to stop this. Why can’t you just accept the fact that I’m never gonna be with you? I mean… look at you… look at how you treat all the girls around you! You really want me to believe, you would treat me in a different way? And even if you would, how long would it take before you’d just get tired of me and break my heart, like you broke every other girl’s heart too? It’s gonna be a year, a month, or maybe just a week before you realize I’m just a silly mistake and everything you thought about me was wrong: that in the end I’m not the right one… that your dream-girl is still somewhere out there waiting for you to find her and live happily ever after, start a family and grow old together. And what about me? I’m just gonna end up like hundreds of other girls! I don’t want this to happen; I do not wanna end up this way! So please accept this fact and try to move on, try to find your dream-girl somewhere else, because I’m sure, it’s not me! So stop wasting your time or someday we’ll both get hurt. I mean...just look around you; you’re more wanted then the new season Gucci’s! If I would even take the chance to think about actually being with you I would be dead within a day... okay, I admit, this is just an excuse to make you understand the fact that you have to live your life without me, but that’s ‘cause I don’t want to live mine with you. I know this seams really, really mean, but it’s the way it is, so please try to deal with it! There are so many nice girls around you that just can’t wait to be noticed by you, and if you asked every single one of them, they would all tell the same story: that once you will get to know them better you will realize they’re your big love and everything else was a mistake. But in real they know exactly that you’ll dump them like every other girl before, and that’s also the reason why they never give up, because they know you’ll dump every girlfriend you’ll have and it’s only a matter of time before you’ll be looking for another one! But I’m not one of these silly, stupid girls. I’ll never be one of them! I’m not stupid James. You can tell me whatever invented story you want; I could never change my mind about you. Your personality is so clear, I see exactly who you are and how you act, so don’t even try to deny it, it’s just too obvious! So… in case you didn’t get it yet: Just stay away from me, please! And I even tried to be nice and explain why it would never work between us two, even if I wanted to, so have a nice life.
Lily
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