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@ Mary Black: thanks!! I really appreciate it :D Well, that's what I planned, but since this whole FF is very offhanded I actually don't know for sure yet ;) I hope you'll like this new chapter! Xoxo
@ LittleMissCullen: Well, I’m happy you like it :D Thanks for the advice ;) you’ll see… in this chapter there will be paragraphs :) I hope you’ll like it! Xoxo
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Dear Lily,
I have to be honest with you: I really don’t get it! What on earth have I done to be hated this much? Do I really deserve it? Your letter made me very sad. How can you be so sure, your feelings for me will never change?
To me it seems like you’re trying to fight every positive feeling you could possibly have for me. I mean, okay, I’m not the nicest guy in the world when it comes to ex-girlfriends, but that’s really no reason for hating me, and by the way I just act this way because I hope I’ll find someone that could help me to forget you, but every time I get disappointed.
So, hell, yes: I would treat you differently! You wanna know why? Because you’re my Lily, the dream-girl you’re talking about in your letter! Because once you find this girl you can’t just change the way you feel and decide you want another one…Once you find her, you realize you would do everything for this girl. You would make a fool of yourself just to see her smile; you couldn’t bear the thought of her being mad at you! You would even sacrifice your life for her! That’s how it feels like, and that’s exactly what I feel, when I think about you and no one other! But obviously you don’t get that…otherwise you wouldn’t ask me to move on!
And regarding the ‘we’ll both get hurt’ …well, in my opinion we’ll get hurt even more, if we continue avoiding each other. Because someday I’ll just give up and I’m really gonna start to look for another girl and eventually I’ll even find one that could make me forget you, at least for a little. And by then you will realize how much you really care, but it’s gonna be too late to change.
You’re an intelligent girl, Lily! Try to use your head and try to think about this clearly! I really don’t know how you got to the point that I would just use you and then break your heart, but I swear it‘s nonsense! I could never ever hurt you, and if I unintentionally did I could never forgive myself for doing it!
I get it; maybe I was a little annoying, asking you out nearly every day since third grade, but still, you have to admit that if I wasn’t really interested in you I would have stopped shortly after I started. But I didn’t, and this clearly shows you’re more than all the other annoying girls around me! Lily, you’re so much better than all of them together… you’re so beautiful, so smart, you could never hurt someone and you love everyone around you…I just can’t understand why you put all your hatred on me. How can’t you understand that we’re meant to be together?
Don’t deny it, because deep inside your heart you know that I’m right, and that you don’t really hate me.
James
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I really hope you guys liked this chapter ;) please write a little review, cause I'd really like to know what you think of this letters!!
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